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IT WAS LIKE BEING IN A CAR WITH THE GAS PEDAL SLAMMED DOWN TO THE FLOOR AND NOTHING TO DO BUT HOLD ON AND PRETEND TO HAVE SOME SEMBLANCE OF CONTROL.  BUT CONTROL WAS SOMETHING I'LD LOST A LONG TIME AGO.

Nic Shelf was drunk for the first time at age eleven.  In the years that followed, he would regularly smoke pot, do cocaine and Ecstasy, and develop addictions to crystal meth and heroin.  Even so he felt like he would always be able to quit and put his life together whenever he needed to.  It took a violent relapse one summer in California to convince him otherwise.  In a voice that is raw and honest, Nic spares no detail in telling us the compelling, heartbreaking, and true story of his relapse and the road to recovery.  As we watch Nic plunge the mental and physical depths of addiction, he paints a picture for us of a person at odds with his past, with his family, with his substances, and with himself.  It's a harrowing portrait -but not one without hope.